3. And later today when I drove 2 hours (each way) to the north of the Netherlands, and back home - to pick up Naomi and her friends - it was a beautiful drive, no traffic, I stayed alert and awake, was not stressed by the long drive, and everything went smoothly. Yarden must have been there with me. 4. And although it rained this morning, the sun soon came out, and the sky, which was filled with puffy cotton balls is now a light clear blue. I don't know what to say Yarden, except thank you for being the child and the angel you are, the gift I received so I could treasure life now so dearly. | 1. Yesterday Margot said to me, 'Tomorrow is Yarden's birthday, how do you feel?' and I didn't know quite how I felt. He's been gone a long time, I want to explain, and yet he's still here, hanging around. 2. Like today, when I played golf and on hole 6, which is really an easy hole, I just kept hitting crazy balls. And at one point, I said to Yarden, "Help me out here, ok?" and my hitting just got worse and worse. But I laughed at it, because it felt like Yarden WAS there with me, playing around, throwing my ball into the bushes and I didn't get frustrated in the least, because it was all a fun game! I could virtually hear him giggling at and with me! |
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